What If I Fly?

My brain feels like scrambled eggs right now; burnt scrambled eggs to be exact. 

I’m exhausted and overwhelmed.

I have a lot to think over right now. 

But I don’t even know where to begin and it certainly doesn’t help that my ability to focus or concentrate on any given task has been completely depleted.

The brain fog I’m experiencing is making it really hard to put my thoughts together. I can barely remember what I’m doing in the moment. 

I forget what I’m saying mid sentence as my thoughts are so hazy and difficult to grasp. 

Where do I even go from here?

What if I want to choose all the options I’ve recently been exploring? 

Which do I choose if I could only choose one? 

What if it’s the wrong one? 

What if my fear of failing again makes me choose the wrong one? 

What if I fall again? Only this time it’s for good?  

“Oh, but darling, what if you fly?” 

A very dear friend of mine sent me this quote today as a gentle reminder. I am truly blessed to be surrounded by so many beautiful, supportive people in my life each and every day who continue to lift up my broken wings in the belief that one day soon, I will soar high above the deep blue sky.

#whatif #whatififall #whatififly #friendship #winniethepooh #mentalhealth #mentalwellness #depression #anxiety #brainfog #scrambledeggs #youmatter #youareenough #youarenotalone #spreadyourwings 

Author: Kim Fluxgold

Wife, mom of 3 beautiful children, dog lover, creative sole and children's book Author. Sharing my journey with depression and anxiety through blogging in hopes of educating and ending the stigma.

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