Oh, but Darling, what if you fly?

I’m off to start my first day of work at my new job.

New beginnings.

I’m beyond grateful and excited for this opportunity of a fresh start, but I’d be lying if I didn’t admit how super anxious and scared I am feeling right now as well.

I know, I know, these feelings I’m having are absolutely normal. 

I also know that I put a lot of undue pressure on myself in all aspects of my life. 

Change can be scary. 

I set unrealistic expectations upon myself, I have a fear of failure, I often doubt my self-worth, and I always worry about disappointing others. 

This, in the world of psychology is better known as “Imposter Syndrome” and “will often show up when you’re stepping into growth”, not because you’re not qualified for the job, but because you simply care deeply and want to do well.

I know in my heart that my new employer chose to hire me for a reason. They saw something in me that stood out to them. I also understand that there will be a learning curve and that mistakes are to be expected.

Failure is all part of success. It’s how you learn and grow from it that truly matters. 

Affirmations I will take with me today:

“I was chosen for this role for a reason. I don’t need to know everything right away. I bring value, I am capable, and I’m here to grow.” ~ unknown 

“What if I fall?” Oh, but darling, what if you fly?”~ Winnie the Pooh

***Update: Thank you so much for the incredible messages of support I received today. They were beyond appreciated. Day 1 is now in the books. How did it go, you ask? Stepping out of a toxic work space into a healthier, more positive environment is no easy feat. I can’t tell you the last time I was able to take in a breath of fresh air after work. It felt truly empowering.


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