With the Best of Intentions

The last few weeks have been super challenging. 

I feel like I’m no longer worthy of ever experiencing peace or joy in my life again; or at least that’s how it feels somedays in my shoes anyways.

I’ll admit that with each added stressor in my life lately I’ve somehow turned into a raging, out of control lunatic at times. I’m pretty sure Rich has even witnessed my head spinning around a few times just like a scene straight out of “The Exorcist”.

But yesterday I felt a sense of calm come over me after life reached a new tipping point just the evening before. 

I’m still feeling very anxious today but for the first time in well over a week I’ve been able to breathe a little easier.

I can’t be exactly sure or even know how long this feeling will hold out for but either way I’m heading into the weekend with the best of intentions, focusing solely on the “now” and staying hopeful that I will breathe in as many joyful and peace filled moments as I possibly can while we celebrate “My Guy” as he enters into a new decade this Sunday!!! 

#shabbatshalom #summerofrich #senseofcalm #anxiety #birthdayweekend #celebrate #family #friends #mentalhealth #mentalwellness #peace #joy #birthdaycelebrations #anewdecade #iamworthy #iamenough #theexorcist 

Author: Kim Fluxgold

Wife, mom of 3 beautiful children, dog lover, creative sole and children's book Author. Sharing my journey with depression and anxiety through blogging in hopes of educating and ending the stigma.

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