Freedom 55

Today is my birthday. I turned 55. Officially old enough now for the 20% Senior’s Day discounts at Shoppers Drug Mart!

The past few days have been really hard, with a lot weighing on both my mind, and especially my heart.

So today, I’m keeping things simple and doing what I love most.

Rich and I are spending the week trying to enjoy a much-needed staycation, staying close to home and close to Maggie. After two years of battling illness, her tiny body is growing tired, and watching her decline, especially over these past few days has been heartbreaking beyond words for all of us.

Today, with both girls working from home, Rich and I headed out for a few hours to chase waterfalls, hike a beautiful trail, and soak in some much-needed fresh air and peace. Later, I’ll be sharing a quiet dinner with Rich and my kids at home, and honestly, I can’t think of a better way to celebrate. And of course, Maggie will be included in the festivities with a little steak, one of her favourite treats. Sorry Sadie, your mommy said no steak for you!

Birthdays have become quite overwhelming for me for many years now, but age has never really factored in to it. To be honest, my mental health struggles over the past 12 years never made it feel possible to reach this milestone. But here I am. Still standing. Still fighting, every single day.

Today, I’m reminded that life isn’t measured by the years we count, but by the people and pets we love, the memories we make, and the moments we share.

My heart is a little heavy today, but it’s also full.

Full of love.
Full of gratitude.
Full of appreciation for family, friends, nature, and every precious moment we have together.

Today, 55 feels like a gift I’m holding tight❤️.

#mybirthday #summerofrich #freedomfiftyfive #myheart #family #mentalhealth

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Author: Kim Fluxgold

Wife, mom of 3 beautiful children, dog lover, creative sole and children's book Author. Sharing my journey with depression and anxiety through blogging in hopes of educating and ending the stigma.

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