When We Forget to Be Gentle With Ourselves

It’s been a long week.

The kind that lingers in your body and mind. I’m mentally drained, physically run down, overwhelmed, anxious as f@ck, and not sleeping. A neurological flare-up has stretched on for days, leaving me feeling nauseous and unable to focus. And underneath it all, grief is still there—something I’m carrying as I try to move forward.

I’ve been incredibly hard on myself this week.

Really hard.

I’ve expected more than I could give. I’ve pushed when I should have paused. Somewhere along the way, I forgot what self-compassion actually means.

Today, I tried to find my way back.

After work, I got my haircut. Nothing big or dramatic, but it felt like a reset—a quiet reminder that I deserve care too.

Sometimes self-care isn’t big or dramatic. It lives in the quiet choices, the small moments where we choose ourselves.

Tonight, I’m leaning into another kind of reset—welcoming Shabbat, taking a breath, and letting its rhythm slow me down. And maybe, just maybe, finding a bit of joy watching the boys of summer back in action for their home opener.

A pause. A reset. A softening.

Heading into the weekend, I’m trying to be a little gentler with myself.

Because maybe self-compassion isn’t something we master—maybe it’s something we return to, again and again, in small, meaningful ways.

Tonight, that feels like enough.

Shabbat Shalom

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Author: Kim Fluxgold

Wife, mom of 3 beautiful children, dog lover, creative sole and children's book Author. Sharing my journey with depression and anxiety through blogging in hopes of educating and ending the stigma.

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