Yesterday, I posted a blog as I headed downtown to an appointment. I mentioned in the blog how I’d been hanging onto hope for the better part of 2 months now since I had received confirmation of the appointment and how my Psychiatrist had later told me that he had a good feeling that this specialist was actually up for the challenge, unlike so many I’d seen before (in case you missed it: https://wheredidmommyssmilego.com/2023/12/06/hanging-onto-hope/).
It turned out that he was right.
Rich drove me to my appointment and stayed with me throughout. We first met with the assistant to the doctor who gathered relevant information and part of my history as to what led me to them. Once we were finished, he consulted with the doctor before she came to see me…with a plan.
She was very kind and patient. The first thing she said to me was how sorry she was that I am dealing with this horrible disorder and straight up said PGAD sucks, it’s extremely isolating and that as I already know, there is no cure for it but was happy I came to see her and that she is wanting to work with me to try and find solutions for at least some temporary relief.
The biggest obstacle we encountered yesterday while going through a treatment plan was that the most beneficial treatments she suggested cost ALOT of money, and we now have the fun task of seeing what our insurance company will cover.
We will have a follow-up appointment in January, either in person, if our insurance will cover at least one, if not both of her recommendations. If not, our appointment will be virtual to try and come up with more solutions.
Tonight, as many of us light the first candle for the start of the Jewish holiday Chanukah, I ask that you please keep me in your prayers as I desperately need a Chanukah miracle. Also, remember to let the illumination of light rekindle a sparkle of hope and unity in each and every one of us around the world because that is truly what matters this holiday season. Let it bring with it a new and brighter light to guide us toward the year ahead.
Thank you once again for all your kindness and support along my journey. It is beyond appreciated.
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